Words

Now that thoughts have entered,
one must go through forgetfulness.
On with no reason,
Not looking sideways,
Missing the flowers and the moon.
Madness is not my light,
Emotions are not my pillow.


When alive, death is not a threat. 
When dead, life is but a hope.

After all the clouds have gone,
with no foothold to be found,
is it in 
or 
is it out ?
A mirror simply can not tell






I cannot be all that I am,  
All is madness,  
and more. 

Being does not belong to I  
more than I belong to He,  
but we already agreed  
no to talk of Him. 

I said we  
as if there is someone between I and He,  
maybe someone is You ? 

I wouldn’t use someone instead of He  
and for no reason,  
I use someone for no reason  
for I love You ! 

Only I make I be ….. and He 
For He is not, 
He is, for He is 
not like I who is not 
most of the time, 
For only He is, 
not in time nor in here, 
being does with He like I for no reason , 
That is why He is,  
not because,  
only for He is.  

Madness is not, 
Being belongs to madness 
Also belonging  
There for madness. 

Before I was closer to He 
And now I is closer to non, 
Memory of before was close to He 
And You fill I with love. 

You is love. 

That is how I comfort myself, 
I am He  
and the hand does not belong to me, 
maybe …. Maybe to madness …. 
but I wouldn’t know more than He 
even if I was He for real, 
as only He can feel, 
I wouldn’t know for sure 
Only feel …… for sure. 

He is outside I  
Inside He, 
Everything is inside He, 
But that is not madness, yet. 

Talking of madness  
But who is talking ? 
There is no I 
And He cares only for me 
Or so He says, 
Talking for himself is not, 
Only for memory to be 
for helping me 
Look back on He and myself, 
But myself is non 
But in time 
And time like everything is non, 
But in time 
And for sure doesn’t look back, 
Without looking back there is Non-consciousness.